The_comming_truth's Xanga

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 04:06:39 GMT

Things have been intersting.

Yesterday was so much fun.

Party party party. <3

Corrine's birthday is on Monday, and so we celebrated it yesterday with Franko, Casey, sarah and Joey. It was tremendously fun.

Happy Birthday Corrine <333

First we couldn't get anyting to drink, but we ended up getting some from my sisters. Beer and vodka. In the middle of playing Beer Pong, my mom came downstairs and bitched at us and my friends had to go upstairs. After a while Frnako went downstairs, and came back up wtih a water bottle full of vodka and 2 sodas. Can you say more mixed drinks and shots+chasers. Then I went back down and chuged more beer.

Jesse was there. and of course he was all voer me, and me being drunk I didn't care. Bu there was someone else that was after me - Sarah. ffuuckk

Franko told Sarah to make out wtih me and she said she would If I was up for it. I told her Im not that drunk. And the whole ngiht she was bothering me about it. Until when we all were passing out she was flashing Franko. So glad I passed out before that happened.

I love my friends.

It's getting so nice outside.

I don't know what I would do wtihout my best friends Casey and Corrine <3

t.h.e.s.e. g.i.r.l.s. a.r.e. m.y. l.i.f.e.

I'm fallnig for a guy that I never pictured meself with. What should I do?

Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy. energy

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

I'm lying in bed
There's thoughts in my head
I'm thinking bout you
Over and over and over and over again
What can I tell you, you got me so twisted
Tossing and turning
Over and over and over and over again
So I wrote a song tonight
You weren't begging me to write
Tell me is it cool tonight
To don't know what's on my mind

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

Rain and shine sleet and snow
Couldn't stop the way we flow
Welcome to my miracle
And I'm digging on your lyrical
Your melody is my remedy
Squeeze to my Hennessey
The one to call when I'm sipping for
With the candy coated Tennessee
Just make a wish.
And let's make it a fish with your boy Baby Bash with some heavenly bliss
Because your kisses on my lips, girl I'm ready to roll
With so vicious and bubblicious, the energy's throwed

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

Boy, you know that I dig you
I fell in love when I met you
I love the way you make me feel
Your energy is something real
Boy, I love the way
You make me feel
Is something bout you loving me
Can't do without your energy

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy...
Energy

Monday, February 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 20:58:47 GMT

Alright. Well, What's going on lately.

Justin is talking to me again. Since I'm in his health class. I'm so happy we're becomming friends again.

I never realized how much I missed you.

Josh is starting to bother me. He needs to shut his mouth before Franko kicks his ass for me

There is just something about you that makes me want to KILL you

Steven = amazing. i love him. I haven't ever met a guy like him before. Babub + Slore = love ¢¾ ¢¾

What's amazing is when you find something so special,
but you had the chance to find it many times before

Danny - has to be the way he is, doesn't he. </3

I'm such a sucker for a sweet talker.

Morgan is about to go back out with Chris. Even though she had a chance to be with the greatest guy ever, Andrew.

4 Day Weekend = not too fun.

I'm sick, because of Franko. Fucking Franko.
My throat hurts, which makes my eyes, head, and ears hurt. Then my back and my knees hurts for no reason. I feel liek shit.

Pictures. Sure. why not?

my wonderful friends, that keep me alive.

Franko and Cody. <3 When they came to school stoned off their asses haha.

Franko and Yocum wrestling. Won't see that anymore. Yocum moved.

Morgan and I. We used to have so much fun

How hard is it to make a bullseye wasted?
Hard.

I miss the summer.

I miss these days. going to the tressel everyday...

Doing whatever the fuck we wanted.

<33

Brings back fun memories ha.

But we know how to party in the winter too.

me freezing my ass off.

Me Amanda and Sage. With nowhere to go.

. : : . .Icons. . : : .

Describes my attitude a little.

The best music in the world

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:12:11 GMT

Okay. Let's try something new. Since I'm not as "emo" anymore, i guess you can call it, I will change everything soon. Pictures if you wish?

&& You never realized how beautiful she was

A whole new year, a whole new me.

My New Year's resolution = Party as much as I can, and just as much fun as I possibly can.
My New Year's moto = Never have any worries or and regrets.

New Year's was awesome. Just spending time with my best friends, drinking and having a good time. Franko, Cody, Keegan, Casey, Yocum and I + blue wave + Cody's house = great party. I didn't get to see the ball drop, I was too busy helping Cody feel better, and chasing Franko down the street making sure he doesn't get in trouble ha. Wonderful, Plentiful.

Possibly update more later?

Okay. I just want to fuck with this xanga entry alittle. For fun.
Not write, just songs lyrics that express it better than I can in just writting.

Alkaline Trio

It’s only time before it catches up to you and all your broken luck.

Believe in what I am because it's all I have today,

and tomorrow who knows where we'll be

You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold.©






 Kiss me once in the snow; I swear it never gets old ©

See I don't know why I don't

f
a

l
l
in love, well maybe I know why and maybe you could make it s.t.o.p
Remember when I said I love you; well forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then. I take back every word that I said

You'll never be okay, you’ll always be in pain, you’ll always feel this way

And if they offered a test about

being a good friend,

I'd put money down that

you'd surely flunk
The used
I'm not in love, You know it's not love.
Don't make it look so pretty burning
Watch the f.i.r.e Fill your lungs
with s.m.o.k.e for the last time
So just say what you wanna say, It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
Taking Back Sunday
I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it
T.o.n.i.g.h.t w.o.n.t m.a.k.e a d.i.f.f.e.r.e.n.c.e
. . : You're such a sucker for a sweet talker : . .
I'd never lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
I swear to GOD I'm gonna kill him.
Woke up yesterday with you on my mind
Slipknot
Something about this, so very wrong. I have to laugh out loud.
I wish I didn't like this. Is it a dream or a memory?
Since you never gave a damn in the first place, Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
the killers
It started out with a kiss, How did it end up like this?

Dreams aren't what they used to be

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:10:48 GMT

okay almost a month since I wrote.
And there is not much to write.

Casey is "best friends" with Toni now - even though she told on her like she was two years old. Whatever she can trust that backstabbing bitch if she wants - just like how she's trying to be friends with Karrysa again even though she doesn't liek her ha. whatever.

Haven't hung out with Franko for almost a week now. It really sucks. I miss him, I really do.

Angel - starting to flirt again. I dont know whether to let him or push him away. Things have been getting so complicating with him and everything.

Sometimes you just

have to let things go...

Well, other than that, nothing really is different. Other than I am getting not as antisocial. I am not mcuh afraid to talk as much as I did before. It's good. I have a stalker lately - Josh. This cute little kid, but he likes me. And I feel bad but I would never go otu wtih him. He's liek.. my friends little brother to me. Ooh well.

I wish Franko would have the same feelign that I have for him.

Did I just say that?

Lately thing have been school school school.

Creative Living - Vegetable week is over -thank god. Now It's pasta. yum. Tomorrow, we're eatting yogurt pie. mmmm
English - Poetry presentations. uhk.. Should make a fool out of everyone - expecialy me. And the research - I have to turn in tomorrow. And I should be working on it now.. ooh yeah.
Spanish - Test tomorrow on things I don;'t understand - for once. It's like, pronouns.

Yo habla espanol .

Tu hablan espanol.

But yeah. That's not good.
Fashion Class - good good. Finished my big project, started on my pajama top again. Protfolio due end of this marking period. The end of this marking period - 13 more days when we get back from break.
Lunch. woo. Mikey doens't sit with us anymore. And the retarted kids are multiplying and taking over. What more could I ask for?
Science - grade is going up. Good. And now we are doing kindergarten work. Cutting and glueing. Good thing I listened in kindergarden. Thank you Mrs. Rither.
Study Hall - In the portibles, Malek won't leave me alone. He keeps talking about "Franko - your boyfriend" ha. no.
U.S. History - wow. fun class. not. I hate that fucking bitch. She could go die somewhere - I don;t care.
Math - Is good, as usual. No problems there.

So yeah. What el;se is there to write? Nothing - thought so.

My fasha is comming to our house for Christmas with us? Whyy? I don't know. My madre invited him. . who has such a weird family liek this? I don't think anybody. .

Kittens - joy. <3

I wish there would only be me and you for now on. </3

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 01:38:25 GMT

Quick write. Just because I wrote a random poem, that ended up related to Holloween. And I wanted to post it sometime close to it. It's an Alphebet poem, and for anybody that doesn't knwo waht that is, you make up a poem as you go along with the letters of the alphebet, and you can have a few words after. I used 2.

( ( It's every-other letter) )

B lind men from the
D ead rise though the
F allen leaves in Autmn
H atred spreads fast and
J ust as the children
L inger to houses in
N eighborhoods, all the dead
P rowl around making children
R un in fear. It's
T rick-or-treat for children, but
V ictory for the ghost
X avior. It is a
Z illion monsters, to one.

Woah, that is so shitty. ha. oh well.

So, short entry. Angel and Casey broke up.. Angel is still in love with her. It sucks. Definatly no chance anymore, I fucked up the first one..... </3

Casey is not allowed to stay over at my house anymore, since she was caught drinking at my house. So... now her parents hate me hah. no cool.

Real World on tonight - last one. Fuck. I love that show.

Oh no.... feelings for Cody.. all comming back.. But weird thing is... he has a girlfriend??? So why is he acting liek he doesn't??

Chris is out of juvi. When he wasn't suppose to until after Christmas. Go Chris.

H.A.P.P.Y A.L.M.O.S.T T.H.A.N.K.S.G.I.V.I.N.G.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 23:30:45 GMT

Okay, Cody is going out wtih Becca. They are a better couple than me and him anyway I think.

the 8th is my birthday, so Franko descided that we will have a small party for me this weekend (today) and casey and Corrine and Keeney were comming. We were going to drink at my house.

Well.... Casey and I found out that they went to Jasmines? okay.. and then Corrine went to Casey's. and they called me asking me if I wanted to go to Jasmines. I said no, we can just hang out togehter, they said they would call me back. After me crying at the fact Franko ditched me, even for my birthday, Keeney calls me saying Casey and Corrine are there, adn they want me to come. what the fuck. So i said no, and then i talked to Franko online. And He was liek I love you, please come up. and I said one wrong thing and he said okay, you knwo what fuck you. But then he asked me to come again? He said he would call me in 20 minutes (which was 40 minutes ago). Whatever. I am sick of crying today about it.

Happy bithday to me............

whoa, I found a poem that I wrote a while ago. I forgot I wrote it actully. I really like it.

She prays in advance

For one last chance

To make her life

Change in one glance

Her crying echoes

But nobody knows
She puts herself in pain

To make sure her blood flows

As her black tears

Run down her cheek
She is so weak

She can barely speak

She grasps her wrist

And prays not to exist
It hurts to form a fist

But she still cannot resist

She sits on the floor
pressed up on the door
She starts to cry more
Then she ever before

She closed her eyes
And as she tries
to stop her surprise
of how many tears she cries

To stand, she had fought
And that had brought
Her stomach to knot
This is what her actions had taught

In the mirror she stares
Her reflection brings nightmares
She then promises and swears
To stop bringing herself tears

I thought it was really cute. I forgor I wrote it. Well,

Anyway,I guess today might be a boring night,unless

Franko gets meto go up tehre. I am ariad thatit will be

weird though, Iwon't talk. Bust because of what happened.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:40:13 GMT

haha? I was stupid back then. When I liked a guy, I went crazy about them. but I guess I am still like that....

Okay, I ended up going out with kentucky, but he was to obsessive. And it definatly scared me. Mhe moved about a week ago anyway. And after I broke up with him, about 2 weeks he decided he liked my friend Jacquele. Okay? awesome.. oh well. That seemed like a big deal then, but now it definatly isn't.

Summer came and went so fast. In the beginning, it was sort of boring. No swimming pool for me? Didn't need to. Not really tanning either. oh well. But hten The last month I started ahnging out with Frnako more. It was great. You know sneeking out, having people sneek in, staying up will 6 walking around town runing from cops, having cops taking our names. Great times. But the party, night life ended when school started.

I love high school. Way better than Middle school. But it's still hard to wake up everyday. Only Drinking and smoking on the weekends. (I can't say it as i smoke everyweekend. I only drink very often. I smoke pot like once In a while) But anyway. Franko is now my best friend, he helps me go though a lot. Casey is also still my best friend. I hang out with her everyday. Except today, which is unusual. But oh well, Corrine should be calling me soon to hang out with her and SS.

Umm.. yeah. THe first guy to make me cry = Angel. Woah big asshole. Last Friday he acted as if we were going out. You know, laying on the couch together, holding hands when we walked ANYWHERE, Making out, Kissing me on my cheek, kissing my forehead, Huggin me even when everone was around, walking together. It was great. He asked me out, but I said I didnt know. I had to ask his exgirlfriend for like 2 years about it. Because I'm not the kidn fo bitch that just crushes a girl's heart like that. Then that monday, he waited for me before my classes, hugged and kissed my neck when we left, held my hand. Everything. That night, talked for 4 hours until 4 in the morgning. Talking baout how he loved me no matter what, he would never hurt me and wait for me forever, how lhe loved nobody like me before, and shit liek that. Then Tuesday, saw him in the halls, he smiled. that's all? then on thursday he told me he was oging out with Lexi. wow... Just because Iwouldn't go out with him right away? I got so pissed at him. i told him to kill himself. that night I cried myself to sleep, just knowing he found someone better. But today, he talked to me online. I guess I told him I wasnt mad anymore, i just still hated him. but oh well.

Today Angel punched this kid in the face 7 times. He went to the hospital. Angel got suspended until Monday.

Well. Hm? What else?

Should I let my heart take over again? Or shouldI ignore it because it got me hurt with Angel?

I think I might like Cody. I always loved him, but he was always jsut my best friend. And now? I am getting these feelings? I think it's his sweet talking lately. I fall for that easily. He was telling me about what would be the best birthday present for me to get Something that only I can get him, and that we both would like. He like flirts with me, but I am thinking he does it to everygirl. So I am trying not to take it personally. But whenever we get drunk together, we end up holding hand and kissing and everything? Maybe that's all that it's going to be..

I really need to start likeing the guys that like me for me, not just my looks. Instead of going for the guys that don't really care about me. </3

uh. why is it so cold?

Why is life so confusing. ........

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 19:07:44 GMT

Hey. life seems to have a point sort of now.

First off, Ed moved out. Thank god. Not seeing his fat ass in my house again. best thing ever.

Okay, well my mom is having major problems with money. She never givevs me any, cause shes to freakin poor. Today our refrigorator like.. died. 250$ to get it fixed. hell, she can't even give me 50 bucks for summer shopping..

Okay I like this kid Kentucky. Real name, don't know how to spell it. fuck. But he's from obviously kentucky so everyone calls him that. his real nme, Uliscies?? not sure, oh well. But I liked him a lot and i told only Kelcie. Well on the canoe trip thing, I was hanging out with her and Yocum, and she mentionedsomethign about it. But Yocum ddint know who she was tlaking about, so he bugged and bugged me. He was like blackmailing me so I was liek fine, i like kentucky. Well ever since then, he has been like omg I was some KENTUCKY fried chicken. Oh woudn't it be great to like in KENTUCKY. I slapped him. He finally shut up and he promised not to tell anyone, but you allknow Yocum. So the next day I did my usually thing. Hi Kentucky, Hi Vikki. Yeah yeah. But this time he like was causious to talk to me and I was likw wtdf.. And then Yocum, good old Yocum, came up to me and was liek yeah he knows you like him, I tiold him. I was like gee, thanks. But now everytime I see him in the halls, He like looks at me and smiles. And He makes sure he gets really close to me and Kelcie saidhe askeed her for my cell number, but she couldn't rememberit. So yeah, that pretty much screwed up everything.

Enough about Kentucky. I don't like him as much cause our relationship isgoing nowhere, we dont even talk. But I like Dennis. And today in art class he gave me a note asking meout. It was out of nowhere cause we have been flirting and shit for so long now, almost the whol eyear, and nothing changed. I didn't really think anything of it. I thought, oh there's Dennis, were best friends., almostlike friends with benifits but just we dont go that far. ha. Butyeah I didnt get the chance to say yes, but I willtomorrow. Ah he's hott. Screw Kentucky. He's just to much of a pansy to ask me out. Unlike Dennis.

Alright. that'sall good. Today, volleyball game. Not really looking forward to it but ohwell. What can I do. I jut wanted to sign up for a sport cause everyone is liek yeah i play blah blah blah and blah. and I was liek yeah i dont play sports, and it makes me sound lazy. I am just always so busy with friends and stuff. So I signed up for volleyball with Casey Sarah and Corrine. I hope its fun. I hope I'm like good at it. Whatever, It's not like I'm competitive either. afhjdf whatever

I love Dennis. That is all I have to say.

Oher than Dirk is finally backing off a little, sometimes when he sees me inthe halls he just gets in my face and says hi vikki i love you and thats it. so I see progress there.

Travis, = fuckin ass hole. Havent talked to him in 8357 days. Dont even text eachother anymore. Hes too into his *146* which means Tessie, or Kelsey. So either he hasn't gotten over his old girlfriend, or he is ready for a new one. oh well.

Well now I ran out of things to say.

I wonder if Dennis lives in town? He went to my elementary....

I love Dennis.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 22:47:40 GMT

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Thu, 05 May 2005 21:37:44 GMT

Okay..

Yocum is mad at me cause today he screamed to everyone that I liked Franco, and I got pissed at him joking cause that everyone already knew probably. And then he thought I wasn't kidding, so he got pissed at me back..........

Wow.. Dirk always gets so close to me in school that I feel him getting liek a fuckin boner... and he gets so close to me that is's like he wants to kiss me but he never does. not saying it in a good or bad way.

Chad announced to everyone that I was wearing a hott green thong today, and that it looked sexy. He asked if he could see more and i said yeah. As in a joke. And he was like are you serious?? so I just walked away..

Everyone is saying Zach is going to ask me to the formal.. I hope not cause I dont know how to turn him down.

I never realized how deep in conversation I can get. I can turn the smallest observations into a big mistery. Should I start one on here? Maybe, not sure yet. Depends on how bored I get.

Eveeryone thinks I smoke pot.. today I had two people now that came up to me about it. Mark and Garrett. Mark was like "do you smoke pot?" and I said no and he was like "oh cause you hang out witht he potheads and during school you get into moods" I was like thanks.. and Garret said that he heard it from other people. So now that the whole school thinks I am a stoner.. oh well it's not like it's a terrible thing.

Franco did something horrible.. seriously I felt like crying......................
He cut his hair. like it all off.. It is terrible. I cant even imagine it. He still is hott, but I mean omg................ it sucks. now he wears hatsa ll the time.

I havent hung out with franco and yocum since.. two thursdays ago.. not counting this thursday. I miss them. they are my best friends.

Who else do I miss? Definatly Amanda. She is the best, and I never get to talk to her. hopefully at the formal I will see her.