Things have been intersting.

Yesterday was so much fun.

Party party party. <3

Corrine's birthday is on Monday, and so we celebrated it yesterday with Franko, Casey, sarah and Joey. It was tremendously fun.

Happy Birthday Corrine <333

First we couldn't get anyting to drink, but we ended up getting some from my sisters. Beer and vodka. In the middle of playing Beer Pong, my mom came downstairs and bitched at us and my friends had to go upstairs. After a while Frnako went downstairs, and came back up wtih a water bottle full of vodka and 2 sodas. Can you say more mixed drinks and shots+chasers. Then I went back down and chuged more beer.

Jesse was there. and of course he was all voer me, and me being drunk I didn't care. Bu there was someone else that was after me - Sarah. ffuuckk

Franko told Sarah to make out wtih me and she said she would If I was up for it. I told her Im not that drunk. And the whole ngiht she was bothering me about it. Until when we all were passing out she was flashing Franko. So glad I passed out before that happened.

I love my friends.

It's getting so nice outside.

I don't know what I would do wtihout my best friends Casey and Corrine <3

    t.h.e.s.e.    g.i.r.l.s.    a.r.e.    m.y.    l.i.f.e.

I'm fallnig for a guy that I never pictured meself with. What should I do?

Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy. energy

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

I'm lying in bed
There's thoughts in my head
I'm thinking bout you
Over and over and over and over again
What can I tell you, you got me so twisted
Tossing and turning
Over and over and over and over again
So I wrote a song tonight
You weren't begging me to write
Tell me is it cool tonight
To don't know what's on my mind

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

Rain and shine sleet and snow
Couldn't stop the way we flow
Welcome to my miracle
And I'm digging on your lyrical
Your melody is my remedy
Squeeze to my Hennessey
The one to call when I'm sipping for
With the candy coated Tennessee
Just make a wish.
And let's make it a fish with your boy Baby Bash with some heavenly bliss
Because your kisses on my lips, girl I'm ready to roll
With so vicious and bubblicious, the energy's throwed

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

Boy, you know that I dig you
I fell in love when I met you
I love the way you make me feel
Your energy is something real
Boy, I love the way
You make me feel
Is something bout you loving me
Can't do without your energy

Boy, I'm digging on your energy
And I'm digging what you telling me
So I wrote this little melody
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy...
Energy

Alright. Well, What's going on lately.

Justin is talking to me again. Since I'm in his health class. I'm so happy we're becomming friends again.

I never realized how much I missed you.

Josh is starting to bother me. He needs to shut his mouth before Franko kicks his ass for me

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There is just something about you that makes me want to KILL you

Steven = amazing. i love him. I haven't ever met a guy like him before. Babub + Slore = love ¢¾ ¢¾

What's amazing is when you find something so special,
but you had the chance to find it many times before

Danny - has to be the way he is, doesn't he. </3

I'm such a sucker for a sweet talker.

Morgan is about to go back out with Chris. Even though she had a chance to be with the greatest guy ever, Andrew.

4 Day Weekend = not too fun.

I'm sick, because of Franko. Fucking Franko.
My throat hurts, which makes my eyes, head, and ears hurt. Then my back and my knees hurts for no reason. I feel liek shit.

Pictures. Sure. why not?

my wonderful friends, that keep me alive.

Franko and Cody. <3 When they came to school stoned off their asses haha.

Franko and Yocum wrestling. Won't see that anymore. Yocum moved.

Morgan and I. We used to have so much fun

How hard is it to make a bullseye wasted?
Hard.

I miss the summer.

I miss these days. going to the tressel everyday...

Doing whatever the fuck we wanted.

<33

Brings back fun memories ha.

But we know how to party in the winter too.

me freezing my ass off.

Me Amanda and Sage. With nowhere to go.

. : : . .Icons. . : : .

Describes my attitude a little.

The best music in the world         

Okay. Let's try something new. Since I'm not as "emo" anymore, i guess you can call it, I will change everything soon. Pictures if you wish?

&& You never realized how beautiful she was

A whole new year, a whole new me.

My New Year's resolution = Party as much as I can, and just as much fun as I possibly can.
My New Year's moto =  Never have any worries or and regrets.

New Year's was awesome. Just spending time with my best friends, drinking and having a good time. Franko, Cody, Keegan, Casey, Yocum and I + blue wave + Cody's house = great party. I didn't get to see the ball drop, I was too busy helping Cody feel better, and chasing Franko down the street making sure he doesn't get in trouble ha. Wonderful, Plentiful.

Possibly update more later?

Okay. I just want to fuck with this xanga entry alittle. For fun.
Not write, just songs lyrics that express it better than I can in just writting.

Alkaline Trio

It’s only time before it catches up to you and all your broken luck.

Believe in what I am because it's all I have today,


and tomorrow who knows where we'll be

You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold.©






 Kiss me once in the snow; I swear it never gets old ©

See I don't know why I don't




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        l
            l 
                                           in love, well maybe I know why and maybe you could make it s.t.o.p
 
 
Remember when I said I love you; well forget it I take it back 
I was just a stupid kid back then. I take back every word that I said

 
 
You'll never be okay, you’ll always be in pain, you’ll always feel this way

 
 
And if they offered a test about



being a good friend, 

I'd put money down that 

you'd surely flunk
 
 
 
 
The used
 
 
 
I'm not in love, You know it's not love. 
Don't make it look so pretty burning
 
 
Watch the f.i.r.e Fill your lungs
 with s.m.o.k.e for the last time
 
 
 
So just say what you wanna say, It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
 
 
knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
 
 
 
 
Taking Back Sunday
 
 
 
I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it
 
 
 
T.o.n.i.g.h.t   w.o.n.t   m.a.k.e   a   d.i.f.f.e.r.e.n.c.e
 
 
 
. . : You're such a sucker for a sweet talker : . .
 
 
I'd never  lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to 
 
 
I swear to GOD I'm gonna kill him.
 
 
 
Woke up yesterday with you on my mind
 
 
 
 
Slipknot
 
 
Something about this, so very wrong. I have to laugh out loud.
I wish I didn't like this. Is it a dream or a memory?
 
 
 
Since you never gave a damn in the first place, Maybe it's time you had the tables turned 
 
 
 
the killers
 
It started out with a kiss, How did it end up like this?
 
  
Dreams aren't what they used to be
 
 

okay almost a month since I wrote.
And there is not much to write.

Casey is "best friends" with Toni now - even though she told on her like she was two years old. Whatever she can trust that backstabbing bitch if she wants - just like how she's trying to be friends with Karrysa again even though she doesn't liek her ha. whatever.

Haven't hung out with Franko for almost a week now. It really sucks. I miss him, I really do.

Angel - starting to flirt again. I dont know whether to let him or push him away. Things have been getting so complicating with him and everything.

Sometimes you just

have to let things go...

Well, other than that, nothing really is different. Other than I am getting not as antisocial. I am not mcuh afraid to talk as much as I did before. It's good. I have a stalker lately - Josh. This cute little kid, but he likes me. And I feel bad but I would never go otu wtih him. He's liek.. my friends little brother to me. Ooh well.

I wish Franko would have the same feelign that I have for him.

Did I just say that?

Lately thing have been school school school.

Creative Living - Vegetable week is over  -thank god. Now It's pasta. yum. Tomorrow, we're eatting yogurt pie. mmmm
English - Poetry presentations. uhk.. Should make a fool out of everyone - expecialy me. And the research - I have to turn in tomorrow. And I should be working on it now.. ooh yeah.
Spanish - Test tomorrow on things I don;'t understand - for once. It's like, pronouns.

Yo habla espanol .

Tu hablan espanol.

But yeah. That's not good.
Fashion Class - good good. Finished my big project, started on my pajama top again. Protfolio due end of this marking period. The end of this marking period - 13 more days when we get back from break.
Lunch. woo. Mikey doens't sit with us anymore. And the retarted kids are multiplying and taking over. What more could I ask for?
Science - grade is going up. Good. And now we are doing kindergarten work. Cutting and glueing. Good thing I listened in kindergarden.  Thank you Mrs. Rither.
Study Hall - In the portibles, Malek won't leave me alone. He keeps talking about "Franko - your boyfriend" ha. no.
U.S.  History - wow. fun class. not. I hate that fucking bitch. She could go die somewhere - I don;t care.
Math - Is good, as usual. No problems there.

So yeah. What el;se is there to write? Nothing - thought so.

My fasha is comming to our house for Christmas with us? Whyy? I don't know. My madre invited him. . who has such a weird family liek this? I don't think anybody. .

Kittens - joy. <3

I wish there would only be me and you for now on. </3

Quick write. Just because I wrote a random poem, that ended up related to Holloween. And I wanted to post it sometime close to it. It's an Alphebet poem, and for anybody that doesn't knwo waht that is, you make up a poem as you go along with the letters of the alphebet, and you can have a few words after. I used 2.

( ( It's every-other letter) )

B lind men from the
D ead rise though the
F allen leaves in Autmn
H atred spreads fast and
J ust as the children
L inger to houses in
N eighborhoods, all the dead
P rowl around making children
R un in fear. It's
T rick-or-treat for children, but
V ictory for the ghost
X avior. It is a
Z illion monsters, to one.

Woah, that is so shitty. ha. oh well.

So, short entry. Angel and Casey broke up.. Angel is still in love with her. It sucks. Definatly no chance anymore, I fucked up the first one.....  </3

Casey is not allowed to stay over at my house anymore, since she was caught drinking at my house. So... now her parents hate me hah. no cool.

Real World on tonight - last one. Fuck. I love that show.

Oh no.... feelings for Cody.. all comming back.. But weird thing is... he has a girlfriend??? So why is he acting liek he doesn't??

Chris is out of juvi. When he wasn't suppose to until after Christmas. Go Chris.

H.A.P.P.Y          A.L.M.O.S.T            T.H.A.N.K.S.G.I.V.I.N.G.